Avatar
Please consider registering
guest
sp_LogInOut Log In sp_Registration Register
Register | Lost password?
Advanced Search
Forum Scope


Match



Forum Options



Minimum search word length is 3 characters - maximum search word length is 84 characters
sp_TopicIcon
Brownies response from other post
March 8, 2006
5:59 pm
Avatar
brownie
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 62
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Camerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr you just don't know how much i misses you and how much you are being so patient with me i am so touched and soooooo happy about that.I really misses you soooooooooooooooo much.

I still don't have much time again.I was not able to get the laptop cuz i found out at the last minute that you have to have a cable and telephone wire to plug in even though its wireless they tell me at the last minute that i have to have that put in from your house but we can't do that in the shelter so i was disappointed and so was my daughter.So at the library it was always crowded.I had a hard time getting to you and now that i am in touch with you i only can stay on for 30 minutes.

I have to tell you real quick whats been going on.The nut comes to my daughters school every week now and he was telling my daughter how i am angry with myself meaning that he wants to try to make me look bad and make my kids turn against me.So it caught me by surprise and i got upset until i told my worker at the shelter about it and she told me not to let it get to me because he is just rebelling he is upset because i took the kids and left and that hes not able to see them everyday now.So i am not gonna let it get to me.

Then i had a situation with housing as far as filling out an application for it and they was telling me that i needed 2 police reports instead of one so i was discouraged cuz they are putting the people with domestic violence cases first priority instead of the homeless people.They are putting them in second place which is really messed up.But what it is is that one bad apple spoils it for everyone.So this happened on friday so i did not think i would be able to get a report because i have called the cops in the past but never seen them write anything so when i called yesterday,god showed me the way.I was suppose to ask for a domestic violence officer and i did and he told me that i had 3 reports,i thought he was kidding but he wasn't so i went today to pick it up and i got it YAHOO!!!!!So i have to go there tomorrow and i have to go to get these papers served.When i went to court a month ago the judge gave me a temporary order of protection till april 3rd.unfortunately i have to see him so i found a reasonable price for a process server to serve it.I wanted to get that done today but was not able to so i have to do it tomorrow.This past month and last week has been very busy for me.I was also sick at times to so its been hard.

My teen's birthday was this past saturday.She turned 17 years old and i took her out and it was some kind of problem with the shelter concerning the curfew.they now tell me that i can request for a extended curfew so i just have to ask in advance.And she started going to school monday cuz she was not going for a month.People just don't realize how much of an impact it put on her.I am tryng to get her in another place for therapy.Theres more with the shelter thing but i will tell you that another time.I just wanted to tell you about the most important things now.

I also called these other apartments that have rent subsidy whereas the rent does not go up it stays the same and they go by your income so i have to get a self addressed envelope to send for an application and another will have apartments in 2 weeks.So things are looking up.For god is with you who can be against you?

So thats it my friend.Oh forgot they are suppose to fix the computer at the shelter like they are tryng to find a way to keep it blocked so it won't be a problem for me to use the computer so i hope that goes thru sooon.I am sooooooooooooooooooo much missing you my sweet friend.

How are things with you and mr b?How did it turn out with his job?Did your get to talk about it and did you tell him how you felt about it?I really hope all goes well with you and him.It seems like your were meant for each other.

Well theres the timer to let me know that my time is almost up.I will try and talk with you soon my bestest friend from Mass.Know that i love you and that you are in my prayers.

Tell everyone how i miss them too.It hard but hanging in there.

Love you.(((((((((Hugs))))))))).

March 9, 2006
9:02 am
Avatar
CAMER
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 100
Member Since:
September 30, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (((brownie))))))))) i was psyched to see your post, and yes, i know you can only use the computer every so often, its just so good to see you posting!!!!!!

I am glad you have 3 reports!!! woo hoo, that'll get things moving along quicker, and yes, the hubby just wants to stir a lil' drama into this
whole thing, esp trying to have your daughters thinking that you were in the wrong.

(((tell your daughter, happy Belated B'day))))))

Funny, how *i* made such a big deal of Mr. B's possible job....go to find out Mr. B didn't even want it cuz of
the weird schedule and seeing less of his children...so he didn't even go on the job training interview.

One great thing >>>>>>>> i am going back to my Coda meeting tonite!!!! i cannot wait!!!! i haven't been to one since Sept, and i need to go back and focus on myself!!!! just with so many things like the deal with me geting upset about Mr. B's job, and me geting upset with Mr. B doing his on again, off again smoking, which is on again now.........i just need the focus on me.

Glad to see you posting my friend!!!! and i will check back often & know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Much love & support!!!! Camer

March 9, 2006
1:27 pm
Avatar
brownie
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 62
Member Since:
September 24, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii camer,i just happen to be on.I wanted to get a chance to talk with you since i had to go out today.I just got back from the process server to get it served and i went to the housing,boy camer those people are somethng else.They now want me to bring back one more thing when i thought i had everything.they don't try to be specific,they want to give people the runaround.But i am dealing with it okay i know that i am just about there.

And yea the nut is trying to start up some drama which ain't gonna work.Once he sees the summons served to him hes gonna hate me more than ever and he is not gonna be able to have my kids turn against me cuz god our father is in the plan.He doesn't have a prayer.

I had a situation where i was telling you that i had yesterday at the shelter concerning my worker.She is really showing her true colors now.She is from sweden and is only there temporary and there was a situation with the bus driver whereas i was running late to pick up my daughter.this was the second time this happened,the first time i was considerate enough to call the bus company and let them know that i was running late.the reason i say the word considerate is because my worker accused me of not being considerate which i truly do not appreciate.I had explained to her that and she tells me that i have to understand that i have to be there.This jerk bus driver was complaining while my daughter was on the bus cuz she told me and i don't think that is professional.He doesn't realize that things come up?so i was soooooooooooo hurt by what she said and i don't even want to work with her because of that.The other 2 workers had cheered me up this morning,they said that don't change bus drivers cuz i was thinking about it but i also realize to that i was running away from the situation.Its a challenge and i will deal with him.They told me that he has to wait,that there is a grace period that they have to wait,things come up which i can agree.I felt so relieved.But i will still tell my worker how she hurt my feelings.

Its something how we think alike i was thinking about going to my meeting too.I would need to go tomorrow the one i goes too i don't know if you remember.I been keeping the focus on myself but then i felt my life was out of balance for awhile.I feel very needy and still suffering self esteem and lonely.I know this is all temporary till i get my place.So i am just hanging in there.

I'm glad though that things are working out for you and mr b.Don't beat yourself up for the way you was feeling concerning the job with mr b.We all go thru emotions from time to time and we sometimes don't know where it will lead.We still have trust issues with people and life.Its okay camer to feel that way its okay.We feel and deal with our feelings and we move on from it.

With the smoking though please have him stop cuz i found out too camer i forgot to mention this to you that the reason for my pressure being up so high was because of the smoking.I was blasted out of this world when i heard that.I could not understand why i did not see that before?i guess god felt it wasn't time for me to know yet.Secondhand smoke hurts and kill so if you could try and get him to not smoke and let him realize that it can hurt the ones you love.

Did i tell you that they have an internet cafe whereas you can stay on for 4 hours? or however you want to stay on?I am gonna try and go this weekend so i can talk with you and check my email to.I probably i have 400 emails by now.But i want to talk with you soooooooooooo badly camer and i misses you.I will do that saturday lord willing and depending on the weather.

I have to go now cuz my time is up.30 minutes go by so fast.

Love you camer and i will try as much as possible to keep in touch.I look forward to talking to you this weekend my sweet friend.And i will tell my teen you said happy birthday and thanks again for being you camer and being my friend,the sweetest of all.

((((((((Hugs))))))))

March 9, 2006
1:45 pm
Avatar
CAMER
Member
Members
Forum Posts: 100
Member Since:
September 30, 2010
sp_UserOfflineSmall Offline

wow, Brownie........so good to hear from you so soon!!!! ((((hugs, my friend)))) as for the worker at the she, tell her how you feel, and talk things over with her....and see what happens. Its good to get your feelings out, esp when you feel she had no right to say what she did.

And yes, BRownie, i do remember way back when you used to go to your meetings, they are on friday nites...good luck if you go!!! i am sure you will feel better after going....i told Mr. B i was going tonite for *me*, and i feel good, just looking forward to it, and can't wait till 7:30pm when it starts.

As for Mr B and his smoking...he quick when i **first met him** then he went back to it, then quit again for a month, then went back, then quit again...etc...you get the picture...and its such a bad habit, smoking the "cancer sticks"!!! yuck, and his clothes smell and i don't like to kiss him when he smokes, cuz it is like "licking an ashtray"...so it does put a damper on things...and i have had my ups and downs thru out his quitting, and now back to square one, of him starting again.....he does say he wants to quit, etc...but has to be totally ready for it.....and i tell him that i have "never" long term dated men who smoked cuz i just don't like it and its not healthy, blah, blah blah.....then we get into lil' quarrels about it.....arrrrrrrrgg, cuz if he was a smoker from the start when i met him, i wouldn't choose to date anyone who smokes...its just cuz i like being healthy and smoking is just not healthy. Enough of my rambling.......

Can't wait to talk this weekend with the "internet cafe'".......wooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

talk to you soon, my friend.........and heres a big (((((((((((((((((((hug, from one friend to another)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

love, Camer

Forum Timezone: UTC -8
Most Users Ever Online: 349
Currently Online:
31
Guest(s)
Currently Browsing this Page:
1 Guest(s)
Top Posters:
onedaythiswillpass: 1134
zarathustra: 562
StronginHim77: 453
free: 433
2013ways: 431
curious64: 408
Member Stats:
Guest Posters: 49
Members: 111062
Moderators: 5
Admins: 3
Forum Stats:
Groups: 8
Forums: 74
Topics: 38622
Posts: 714414
Newest Members:
sharoongreene, edenjames666, Sebastian Payne, Tia Phillips, NancySparks, Seapristes
Moderators: arochaIB: 1, devadmin: 9, Tincho: 0, Donn Gruta: 0, Germain Palacios: 0
Administrators: admin: 21, ShiningLight: 572, emily430: 29

Copyright © 2020 MH Sub I, LLC. All rights reserved.
Terms of Use | Privacy Policy | Cookie Policy | Health Disclaimer | Do Not Sell My Personal Information