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Bliss!
May 26, 2004
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I just HAVE to share this with someone...anyone...!

To most of you, I am quite an old lady...at 61 years of age. And I am a widow with grown children...and grandchildren...and I am slowly dying of a fatal disease.

I have good days and bad days. Controlling pain seems to be the focus of much of my energy somedays...more than I would like.

I am also a scholar...and I like to write...and go to conferences...when I am feeling well.

I have gone off and done something that seems really foolish. (I am supposed to be really sensible...remember, I am the Wisewoman and the Matriarch.)

I have met and fallen head over heals in love with a woman 9 years my junior...at a conference! We stayed up all night just talking...! She is married and we do not have sex...but she makes me feel so completely alive! I have told her this. She is mature enough to understand...and so am I. No one is moving across the country or changing their lives...it just doesn't make any sense.

Our physical attraction stems from our mental and emotional attraction...and I have had enough experience with this sort of thing to know that this physical attraction comes and goes...and it is a gift from Nature...and it is there to enjoy...neither rightly or wrongly...but you do have a choice about what you do with your feelings.

I choose to let mine inspire my life as it is...and I am grateful to her for this wonderful experience...even though it is MY experience that I am having here.

I must say, the endorphin rush is spectacular! And my pain has greatly reduced as of late.

And I am certainly not dead yet...!

May 26, 2004
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Ah Silk, I had to reply to this, - your story so inspires me. I haven't seen you for so long here.....I'm just so pleased for you.

K

May 26, 2004
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Dear Silk, first off your not an old lady you are a mature lady as I am at 54 years old.

I think your special relationship is just fine, nothing wrong in enjoying each others company is there? IM so happy to hear your pain is not as bad and hope you have long and wonderful days and evening ahead for you.

Take Care
Bel

May 26, 2004
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silk

HOORAY for you sweetie. Go with what makes you feel better.

May 26, 2004
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SILK, as long as you are happy and feeling better with this person that's all that matters-keep up the
good relationship!

May 26, 2004
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I agree with all the posts here Silk. It sounds like this friendship has given you a new lease on life and is bringing you joy. There is nothing quite like that endorphin rush of the early days with a new love.

I'm happy for you and hope you continue to feel good.

May 26, 2004
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Every one of you on this thread is absolutely fabulous! I hope you can feel my love eminating out especially for each one of you individually.

I am laughing at and with myself as of late. Such a surprise this love has been. It has literally changed my life for the better for the moment.

Facing one's life's end can also be a heady experience, punctuated with highs and lows. Sensorium takes on a whole new meaning and experience. And every moment lasts a lifetime.

May 27, 2004
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As right you are Silk.

Love,

Z.

May 27, 2004
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Silk, You are an inspiration to us all. More people should see life thru your eyes.

God bless you!

May 27, 2004
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'Rock & Roll'

thats all i can say : )

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