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Blackhole of ANGER and frustration....
June 22, 2009
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Im 25 and in a frantic state. I've had so much stuff go on in such a short time, I dont know where to begin and no one to help me. I'm tired and being so angry ALL the time. I lash out at everyone and have no friends anymore. I've been fired more times then i can count for "going off" on people. I've given medicine and Therapy, none helps. I've beaten people, threatened people and have actually TRIED to kill someone. I get these notions in my head and i become this totally different person, and black out. only to wake up in a weird frame of mind or someplace other then where i was to begin with. I need help!!!!! i dont know what to do. I've talked until i'm blue in the face. I've attempted suicide several times, i cut myself to ease some of the frustrations im going thru, nothing seems to help. I'm always tired and irritable. Does anyone else know about someone else who may have this? what helped them? I'm scared to death I'm going to do something and not be able to turn it back.

June 22, 2009
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Did the doctors test you for bipolar, just a thought.

June 22, 2009
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Yes they did. I have BIPOLAR II.

June 22, 2009
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Do you stay on your meds? Does it help you?

June 28, 2009
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You keep on doing what you always done,
You kep on getting what you always got!!

Just stop it...
You want better, then be better..

Love DMS

July 1, 2009
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Couldn't agree more!!!!

Atalose

~~Hope has a place, but not above reality~~

July 5, 2009
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Don't know what this thread was about in the begining.But,yes I agree with wireless and atalose 100%!..Exactly what I am doing is changing my pattern and wow!,It seems to be working!

July 5, 2009
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Serendy,

If you open the thread at the top it says

1. view first post

2. view all posts

That way you can catch up on any of the threads you join in on.

Atalose

~~Hope has a place, but not above reality~~

July 5, 2009
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how shockingly naive and and uninformed not to mention unhelpful some of you are! this is a case of someone reaching out before the catastrophe that is in the making. i'm thinking lithium but definitely don't give up on yourself! the really functional part of you doesn't want to hurt yourself or others so insist on getting a doctor to work with you on the medication that is right for your particular brain chemistry. it's actually not any different from a diabetic being in need of a doctor who understands the exact way to treat his or her disease using insulin. a lot of people still think that it's all up to us and our attitudes when in reality, for a variety of reasons our very individual set of brain chemicals can make all the difference in our perceptions of the world and our ability to interact in a positive and productive manner. long stuffed rage can be very close to explosive and very unexpected if not dealt with. i know the black hole; still visit occasionally without notice or intent.

July 11, 2009
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I have gone through periods like this. I have not blacked out or tried to kill anyone or myself, but the thought crossed my mind. It scared the heck out of me because I dont get angry that often. But this rage would come over me outta nowhere. I was never even sure why I was so angry. I went to the doctor and she put me on prystique. It and the sledge hammer I bought helped a lot. I am not on the med anymore and it does not come as often or as severely anymore. But I know if I go off on a complete stranger it is time for me to call the doctor again. And I have learned when I start to feel like I could go off on someone, I get out my sledge hammer and literally wear myself out busting up rocks or something like that. I end up with blisters that hurt bad and am totally exhausted, but sometimes it helps.

July 12, 2009
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Have you heard about the God box? Write down all your thoughts and feelings, or even a letter to someone who has hurt or upset you (one time I even just sat and wrote alot of cuss words all over the page) then shred it, drown in, burn it, whatever. You would be suprised out how much better you feel!

July 13, 2009
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The other day I got really mad and biked 18 miles without pacing myself, Went way too far and too fast and almost collapsed at the end but it really helped.

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