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bipolar and codependant
November 23, 2006
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November 23, 2006
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ive just realised im codependant...and i want to end this life...

i once shimmered so much...i was a free spirit....loving life..i was full..and content...i loved me....

then one heart ache after another..i faded....now all i think is destructive thoughts....

dieing is more painless than living with this lonleliness hurt and pain....no one understands.

November 23, 2006
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sbboc did u write something coz there is nothing in ur box...

November 23, 2006
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Shimmer to fade, I understand COMPLETELY how you feel, but I am at a loss to know what to say to comfort you, because I have felt the same loss and grief for me and my future, too.

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If you are really suicidal, please call your emergency crisis number in your country or visit a doctor immediately.

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...yes, you may be free of pain if you do, but think of the pain you will cause others who love you and how many will be disturbed becauise of it, forget the people who caused you the heartache, just imagine any frail and elderly and look at their little faces and worn hands worn with living life and imagine how their little heart is going to collapse, or a small child who does not understand emotional pain, imagine how the most vulnerable soul on this earth would feel, because you are hurting them, if you believe in God, you are hurting him too...you don't wish to cause others like this who are innocent, who have caused you no pain, now do you?

I don't know if karma really works, like the spiritualists or Buddhists say, I don't believe in vengeance or revenge, I am not sure I believe in God, and I won't sugar coat and say, "Oh, you will meet Mr or Ms Wonderful in the future and everything will be just perfect and dandy", I cannot say that, because none of knows what is ahead of us.

I do recommend though that if you can find any solace in the writings of Barbara Rose, Ph.D., that you visit her site.

But please, please, call your EMERGENCY NUMBER NOW IF YOU CANNOT REALLY COPE THAT YOU FEEL THAT BAD.

PLEASE.

November 23, 2006
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Sorry, I forgot to add, keep on posting too on here too, if you need to vent and rage, because the wonderful, understanding and good-natured folk on here allow you to do that too!

November 24, 2006
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I DIDNT WRITE ANYTHING IN MY BOX AT FIRST,I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.THERES SO MUCH CONFUSION AND I GUESS I JUST LOOKED AROUND ME AND COULDNT BELIEVE HOW MANY MORE PEOPLE BESIDES MYSELF WERE GOING THROUGHT THE SAME THINGS,IVE ALWAYS FELT ALONE.

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