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Arwen,Arwen? Is any body out there?
October 30, 2003
1:59 pm
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Hello it has been a while not doing good not doing good at all.....Still not in my place almost od'ed on oxy's about 3 weeks ago havent used since ohhhhh yesterday but not the hard stuff I just don't know anymore I am not good with the shit and not good with out it..... I feel as if I have to be on a substnce to wake up go to work go to sleep to eat to not eat ... And I am in arelationshgip now and this guy is wonderful as far as how he treats me but he is an addict tooo the only problem is he is an addict that has been clean longer than me at this point and is serious about staying away from the shit so I don't tell him when I use but the whole time I am using I want to tell him because I can't give myself a shot and I would rather do it that way than any that is horrible pathetic I caNT BELIEVE i JUST ADMITTED TO THAT BUT MAYBE i NEEDED TO FUCK i JSUT DONT KNOW HELP.....jENE

November 4, 2003
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First stages are alway the hardest. Try finding something else that pleases you, such as a hobby or something that occupies your mind and keeps you from thinking about it. If your partner is clean, cling to him for support, he more than anyone should know what you are going through.

You can do it, you have more to offer and can be in controll, don't let the substance controll, show the substance you can survive with out it. Try dealing with it as a game and come out the winner. Just an idea.

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