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September 24, 2010

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September 24, 2010

P&L,
I'm up for the moment...
What's going on? From your previous, mysterious posts, it sounds like you have a lot to deal with.
I know you feel stuck and are scared to do the right thing for yourself, that you're worried it will hurt your career prospects and innocent people...but sometimes, you have to do what is best for you, for your health and your sanity. You can't be responsible to or for everyone else - only you are experiencing the torment of being in this position. Trust yourself, you can do the right thing. You have choices, you can decide how to do this - you are in control of you.
Being scared is normal. Being courageous means acting in spite of the fear.
zax
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September 27, 2010

okay, i suppose. at home, clothed and feed and safe. my best friend is asleep in the guest room and my 2 dogs are asleep at my feet.
i don't know the specifics of your situation, but i have read enough to know that you are feeling the weight of a tough situation at work. i imagine that you have nervous stomache as you watch the clock tick away the minutes to sunrise
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3:21 am

September 27, 2010

dark fortress. i love that. i like the sunlight. in its place. but not in my home.
anyway,
i have been avoiding going to work lately for many reasons, but in reading your posts over the last several days i realize how fortunate i am in that i enjoy my job, i have fun when i am there, get along with my coworkers and feel valued by my bosses. I know that this is rare. and it makes me sad to know that so many people must get up and go to a place that makes them feel awful each day to make a life for themselves and their family, and most of their life becomes eaten up by their job
3:35 am

September 24, 2010

cpt
I love my job, coworkers, and what I do too. Sadly someone and his allies is determined to bring me down and ruin it all when I am at the height of my career. I am at risk of losing everything. Until recently, I would have said exactly what you said. Funny, how quickly something can cause so much havoc. I am in practically in mourning. I hope I can get back what I had. I loved it. Oh, well... never expected this. Enjoy what you have while you have it. It can change in the blink of an eye. Hugs, P&L
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