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Am I confused? boy or girl?
October 26, 2001
2:58 pm
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kurious
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i'm 12 years old i'll be 13 in november.
i'm a boy but i don't like other boys, iam afraid of them!! When i go to guys bathroom at school they push me in the urinal. cause i don't look like other guys, other guys are taller than me and they have hair around there privates. I get picked on all the time.
In kindergararden i played only with girls. i stayed away from guys. I relate better with girls then with guys. I used to be invited to girl slumber parties because they liked me. When all my girl friends turned 12 they stopped talking to me. I want tobe friends with girls but they don't like me anymore. Without them i don't have any friends. i don't know why they went away.
I wish i was a girl, cause girls don't like me as a boy and guys don't like me cause i'm not like them. I don't know where i belong.
Now i am curious about teenage gils, i want to know how their bodies are different. and how they think...
Since i've learned how to make e-mail i registered myself as a girl, and made a profile to support that. If i chat i pretend to be a girl. I have one e-mail pen pal, she thinks i'm a girl at age 15. She is 14..she said she is curious about her body. I found some sex-ed books i learned how to make my imagined body female-like we discuss about growth together. I am very happy about my new friendship. But, i fear if i ever told her the truth she wouldn't be my friend anymore.
I really want to be female i think i would be happier that way.
Today when my parents were gone i put on some of my mom's clothes, i felt more comfortable...I don't think i am gay, because, i hate boys!! i just want to be female...
Is that wrong?? am i confused??

October 26, 2001
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Right now, your at the age where your trying to discover your own identy. Sometimes it takes a while. If your feeling sad,and are really confused, I would hope that you could talk to your parents about this, or ask your parents to take you to a counsleor. Although you sound very mature, your still very young, and there are alot of confusing things on this world wide web. If it helps any ,this is a growth process for you, but you should get support from adults that you know and trust.

October 28, 2001
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October 31, 2001
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The girl online who thinks i'm a girl, sent me a picture of her private part. I did not feel anything like other boys say they do. I thought it was pretty. later i tried to take pictures of myself. Iwanted to make myself look like her. I found a way to do that without my clothes.
I began to pull my self until i was bruised and hurt, cause i want to be a girl. I wish i could cut it off!!

November 3, 2001
11:54 pm
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i found a way on computer to join clubs that show other naked girls. Ilearned aword from my moms health book..t ginocolagiye...ithink gynocology that is what i want tobe whin grow up. I like all the parts they have. i want to knoew more..but i like to see most of all. Do you know anything that can tellme about girls growing?
I havent hurt myself lately...i know i cant be a girl withoutt hurting..i get fusstrated and cry alot, i want girls to be my friends at school idon't feel acceptedby them and boys beat me up for acting like a girl. ibet if i had long hair and a dress, peop;e would think i am a girl. but i'm afraid my parents wouldn't like me.
i joined a girls clubon yahoo its called "girls of style" i posted a message saying i'm a boygirl i said i am a boy who wants to be friends with girls..and i posted my email adress. a girl who is 13 wrote me back saying she likes to be friends with boysbut i donn't know what to say to her i don't want her to think i'm crazy so i replyied with "Hi" and told her my age.
the other girl who thinks im a girl talked to me about boys
As a girl i told her i had a brother and said he is curious about girls like she is curious about guys.i got her to write my real em ail , she likes me!! we talk a lot a nd she is willing to answer my questions about girls. she educates me on all those things. I'm happy that she is my friend but she still does not know that i'm also her girlfriend!!!
I like having different names it lets me learn..I want to meet girls of all ages!!!!!

November 4, 2001
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Dear BlondeNYC
Would you be my girlfriend too?
I imagine your older than all the rest. I could learn from you allso. ...

November 4, 2001
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KURIOUS ,are you really who you say you are?
Or!!!are you just playing alittle game here????
I have an intense feeling in my scorpio blood ,that you are not the age that you have quoted.
Don't get me wrong here , but there are some weird people out there who get off doing things like you have said.
If you really are who you say you are , stop fretting , forget about these sexual issues , be your natural youthful self , join a sport or some other activity with young adults your own age.Don't rely on an electronic device to form friendships especially at your age .Meet young adults (male or female ) that are your age,every one is different , they are going through the same stages as yourself ,and it is far better comparing body growth in the flesh rather than on a cold computor screen.The more you learn to socialise with people the more balanced you will feel inyourself.Have fun meeting your new friends in the flesh.

November 5, 2001
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philter, thanks for being direct, and Blondie for the follow up. My scorpio blood said the same thing, and yet there is always the possibility of the curiosity of a teen, which is why I direct them back to mom and dad. It gets scarey sometimes, and you just can't tell.

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