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Afghan Sisters..Starting a NEW Day...
November 14, 2006
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I can't go back to the old thread to bury it, but I will start a new one.

Love you all and thank you for listening to me.

Mich

November 14, 2006
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Good morning

MICh-- thinking of you.. I hope that speaking to Jim about your thoughts and feelings will help..

LL-- thanks for chatting and staying with me and GG last night.. Hopefully we can chat more about these a-holes

GG-- thinking of you GG... Have a good day today

Cyndra-- good morning.. and you are right.. $250,000 per centimeter for being in our heads .....

have a good day and love you all

November 14, 2006
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Good morning Need. If I made your night last night harder, I do apologize. That was a VERY tough thing for me to face, and I have an upset stomach this morning. I just want her to love me and accept me for me. I know that it will NEVER happen, but that is the desperate cry from my heart. I felt better once I had my sisters. Thank you for being there for me. I love you and I care about you much.

November 14, 2006
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Good Morning Need!!!

How are you? How was your night? I got caught up on the thread and saw we were all having a bad night last night. But it is a new day and we are here to face it together.

Thanks for being my sister. I love you. Have a great day.

November 14, 2006
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MICh-- I love you very much and I am so glad that we were there for each other... We will get through this pain MIch and I do understand how you feel... Thanks for your kind words.. means a lot to me to know how much you care... thanks for being my big shit triplet sister

Cyndra-- good morning girl... thanks for being my sister and your support.. Check out the thread from Ma Strong about No contact...

MICh-- SPeak to Jim about all that you talked about with Jody.. He is going to be able to guide you through it.. you can trust him with your thoughts and feelings..

hugs and love to you both

November 14, 2006
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Mich-- please do not apologize.. You did not make my night harder.. In fact, it helped me to face my own fears and feelings about what I had been through... Yesterday I was talking to my therapist about it all.. she encouraged me to get out THE COurage TO Heal book.. As far as my parents, well my MOm has apologized but even with her doing so it cannot replace what I had felt and needed at the time.. My father does not acknowledge things so that is a dead end (just like with whale shit...)I know that this has to do with my involvement with Whale shit-- keep opening up wounds to him -- looking for validation and getting denied -- nothing has changed -- giving HIM the power to dictate what our relationship would, could and should be--- all has to do with my parents .. and this is what I have been used to... like the ex-husband who IS passive-aggressive.. and could never validate me..EVER..

enough of me rambling..

thanks for listening..

MICH-- I am holding you... remember that today when you are with JIm ... I will be right there with you...

thinking of you

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Mich-- please do not apologize.. You did not make my night harder.. In fact, it helped me to face my own fears and feelings about what I had been through... Yesterday I was talking to my therapist about it all.. she encouraged me to get out THE COurage TO Heal book.. As far as my parents, well my MOm has apologized but even with her doing so it cannot replace what I had felt and needed at the time.. My father does not acknowledge things so that is a dead end (just like with whale shit...)I know that this has to do with my involvement with Whale shit-- keep opening up wounds to him -- looking for validation and getting denied -- nothing has changed -- giving HIM the power to dictate what our relationship would, could and should be--- all has to do with my parents .. and this is what I have been used to... like the ex-husband who IS passive-aggressive.. and could never validate me..EVER..

enough of me rambling..

thanks for listening..

MICH-- I am holding you... remember that today when you are with JIm ... I will be right there with you...

thinking of you

NEED

November 14, 2006
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Thanks Need, your a peach. I just think you are the sweetest little thing. I love ya sis. Here's hoping to a better day today, yet seeing Jim is VERY tough for me on most days. Plus we have conferences tonight and all of that crap. I am just tired. Hopefully, in spite of all of that, things will get better...

November 14, 2006
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Mich~ Am I a banana? LOL You are right, Need is a wonderful sister. I am grateful for her love and support.

Need~ How are you today? I'm having an okay day. I am trying to not be so angry about FIB. I do realize he didn't view the relationship as I did. He would disagree and has actually said he did and given examples of what he did. He gave me so many things I had to meet to be his partner, but the one thing I asked of him he wouldn't do. Not couldn't, wouldn't.

LL~ I hope you are doing okay. The cute married guy's situation sounds stressful. I hope he finds another job. He sounds like a really nice guy.

GG~ Hi sister. I hope you are feeling a wee bit better this morning.

Love and hugs to you all!!!

Cyn

November 14, 2006
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Mich, wished you could read the end of last big thread...had a nightmare last night...only 3 hours sleep...slept with you, all night...

OKAY, Houston doctor's office just called and told me that my white blood cell count was too high and they are calling my reg. doctor and that I have to call them in an hour...what does that mean?

November 14, 2006
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gg, I might read it later. Now is too soon. Feel pretty stupid, and don't want to know just how ridiculous I sounded. Thank you for listening to me last night. I love you. I don't know what that means as far as your blood count. Hopefully you will know something in an hour. I love you gg. I am sorry that you had a bad night. I was holding you. I knew that you were holding me. Thanks.

Cyn, you can be whatever fruit you want to be. A banana it will be if that is what you choose.

November 14, 2006
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feel like crap, cyn...sorry, bonk me if you dare....don't care...

mich, no one could sound more stupid than me last night...

November 14, 2006
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Don't go there gg. I love you. And you were worried. Did you have good reason? Obviously...but, I was NEVER mad at you.

Has anyone seen LL yet this morning? I have to leave in less than an hour...

November 14, 2006
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Just sick of everything...gonna get daughter's MRI back results today too...just feel like giving up right now.. just don't have much fight this a.m.

November 14, 2006
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fight for me gg. I need you. PLEASE. Let me be your strength right now. And the rest of your sisters.

November 14, 2006
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GG~ Depending on how high your white count is it could mean an infection (cold, flu, even allergies make it rise). They don't like to operate when infection is present. See what your regular doctor says.

Mich~ I'd like to be a kiwi. Cute and green!! LOL

I won't give out any bonks on the had to GG. She had a rough night and is functioning on three hours of sleep.

I kept waking up ever two hours to go to the bathroom. You would have thought I was pregnant. (NO, I'm not!) I didn't find it funny at all.

November 14, 2006
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mich, I will do anything for you sweetie, just exhausted and want to go home. What do you need sweetie?

cyn, I just finished the powerful antibiotics for my sinus infections, steroids and headache meds for the headaches,,,hate this shit...

November 14, 2006
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gg, all I need is to know that you are going to make it through today. I love you and I care about you, and I want you to be happy. I need to know that you are going to be here when I get home later. I need to know that You will be holding me at noon today, when I go to see Jim. PLEASE.

Where the heck is LL?

November 14, 2006
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Oh, I will be holding you at noon, I promise sweetie...I will hold you in my lap at Jim's and you can lay your head on my shoulder...You will NOT be alone okay...

Mich, I will be home at 5:30 your time..

I really am not feeling too well here,...can't go home...this is miserable...and I have to smile,ugh...and be nice and polite...ugh...

I love you Mich...I still not sure what is going on with you...I had a full blow out panic attack last night...poor LL and need, thank God they were there...They were such good sisters Mich...LL, held me mich!!!

November 14, 2006
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is any sister around?

November 14, 2006
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GG~ I'm here. Sorry you are still feeling so bad.

What's up?

November 14, 2006
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feel like crap,,,just threw up,,,back hurts too, maybe just tired from such a lack of sleep...I WANT TO GO HOME!!!I work 30 miles from my house...I want to cry...I have to hold all this in and smile...I just have got to make it 5 more hours...seems impossible...

Cyn,,,how can I make it???

November 14, 2006
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Holding you close, mich...can cyn, need, or LL, hold me and mich...really struggling...and sorry, sorry ,sorry, to not be upbeat...I don't care about rules right now...you can bonk me down in the ground...

November 14, 2006
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GG~ I'm holding you. I've got you. Rest your head hear. You don't have to be upbeat if you aren't up to it. I am not going to bonk you!!! Stop saying I can bonk you if I want. The rule is that you can feel anyway you want just don't apologize for it. That's the rule. The rule isn't that you have to be happy and upbeat all the time.

Got it?? How's school? Are the kids driving you mad? Want me to bonk them?

November 14, 2006
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No, school is fine...Kids are fine...just get frustrated when they don't put forth effort like they should...actually, I just love them...but, I don't tell them...don't want to be a softie!!!

I just don't feel well, still, and waiting for another phone call from doctors and very tired...and having a nightmare at 4:15 did not help when I stayed up til after one...

I just want to cry and sleep, that's all...but now it is mich's time,,,we are with her cyn, in Jim's office...She must know we are there..I am going to pinch her NOW!

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