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Afghan Sisters.....Reunion after LONG weekend...
November 14, 2006
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Mich, quit saying that to LL? where do you get that idea from? I don't think LL or I even get it...Thank God you came on...you have no idea...got to get to bed...

November 14, 2006
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I'll be here in the a.m. Mich to chat.

November 14, 2006
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i know MICH i ww=as included

but felt sick at time

and did not pay attention

sorry

and love you

November 14, 2006
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mich, are u there?

November 14, 2006
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LL-- I can talk

want to go to N/c

and get feel of Ma strong

there

November 14, 2006
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Love you all, goodnight. Sorry. LL, see you in the am. GG, I promise, Need you are a blessing of many kinds. You guys are my heart and my strength, thank you for being my sisters.

November 14, 2006
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LL???

November 14, 2006
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mich??

November 14, 2006
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good nite

November 14, 2006
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What sweetheart? I am so sorry gg. Please believe that. I just need you to hold me. Those memories are more than I can handle right now. I am not doing well. I will be ok in the am. I am sure.

November 14, 2006
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mich, doesn't seem like the right good nite...I am holding you ..just doesn't seem right tonight...so so tired and head hurts.

November 14, 2006
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Just please hold me gg. I NEED that right now. I need to go to bed, but I NEED to know that you are holding e first. I am scared to close my eyes, bUT, I am so tired. I have to go to bed. I love you, and I am gonna hold on to you tight tonight gg. PLease, is that ok?

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I am holding you, I promise my mich. good nite, so tired.

November 14, 2006
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I promise gg, I LOVE YOU, goodnight.

November 14, 2006
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Never again will I lower myself to a man who is unworthy of me...and how will I know if he is unworthy????...as all the times before my gut told me to run and I didn't. But instead stayed and kept telling myself what I desperately to believe that he was different somehow, that what we shared was different but there was nothing different with any of them… I gave, they took and I allowed my boundaries to be crossed in the name of just wanting to love.

What I have been doing here in the last 5 months is going for something different- to get it right. To get healthy in the mind….And damn it I will!! Just wait girls till the day comes and I am going on a real date, with a real man, feeling good about myself and being treated with respect because I will for the first time in my life have respect for myself.

Tonight a little set back? Nah, it just shows me once again what I’ve known but don’t want to believe and can’t get through my silly lil 'head. And out of this I will be become stronger.

November 14, 2006
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Need I'll head over to the NC thread..

November 14, 2006
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LL, just listen to your sweet head...!!!

okay, it is 4:45, nightmare night...got to get back to sleep have to be up in one fricken hour...

mich, right next to you, had a nightmare, but don't want to wake you, but I am scare to go back to sleep, but I need that one more hour..I don't know what to do...so I am just talking to you here...I don't want to talk to about the dream..not at all....I am between you and LL, but I am being still, but my eyes will stay open until the alarm goes...Need is huggine your other side.. LL, you can breathe on the other side, okay...

November 14, 2006
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Okay still up, an it is 6:25...b4 my dear mich closed this thread this a.m.,, few things I must say...

first, mich: go back and see how much LL has started sharing...she is finally opening up,,,she really is, I am proud of her...

next, to LL and need: thanks for putting up with me last night..Need, thanks for telling me to breathe,,when I read the words, I really stop and take a breath, but could't thank you then, because I wasn't thinking straight...and Need, is ADD playing into this at all, the panicking...just wondering... LL, thanks for letting me put my head on your shoulder while we waited for mich...and getting me to talk when things were getting out of hand, it may not seem like it, but your words help calm down because I feel the calmness in you...like when you are talking about the tapes...

and finally mich, you are not f**king me up,,,,I do that well on my own, thank you...I am going through something here, not sure, think abandonment,my stupid issues...

I will have more time today to check in, but really need to talk to you...I LOVE YOU MICH...gotta go get ready...

I LOVE MY SISTERS!!!! LIL SHIT BRAT WITH INSOMNIA AND NIGHTMARES SIGNING OFF...

November 14, 2006
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Bye, hope you girls got some sleep, determined to get some tonight...Love you all so much...Cyn, is so going to bonk us all!!!

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