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Afghan Sisters....Indeed in need of the afghan again...
November 15, 2006
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Started this one for all of our sake. I did one last post to you over there LL. I love you.

November 15, 2006
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I posted one more over there too LL

November 15, 2006
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I LOVE YOU LL

I LOVE YOU MICH

and all my SISTERS

November 15, 2006
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I saw it Need. I am holding you too. Holy shit. That is all I can say. And LL wants to graduate from this side by the spring of 08? I am thinking the fall of 2022 at this rate. We are so screwed up. Every one of us. I wish I could put into words the ANGER that is going through my mind right now. My heart is racing, and I want to choke some men in this world.

November 15, 2006
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LOL the fall of 2022!! Perhaps that is more accurate : )

November 15, 2006
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ME too MICH

I told GG

that the day that the father of that

guy dies I will be at the

funeral waiting for the casket go

in the ground...

and about two months ago

therapist wanted to make

3 wishes

could only think of one then

--- Hope that his FATHER who said I lied suffers a slow and painful death

November 15, 2006
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well if it is 2022

then it will be
2022

November 15, 2006
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oh my gosh...I just said similiar that about the ex in the last day or so about being at he's funeral (of course if he goes before me) and how I won't shed a tear but will feel joy in my heart- now how sick is that thinking??

November 15, 2006
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WE ARE SURVIVORS ..... ALL OF US

November 15, 2006
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alrighty girls should we call it a night? It's late for Michy

November 15, 2006
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OH AND I MADE SURE I TOLD MY

MOTHER THAT TOO...

November 15, 2006
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that i want to be there at

this man's funeral

November 15, 2006
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yes Need we are...now it's just the matter of getting the shit straightend out in our heads so we can really live....

November 15, 2006
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Yes, it is late... almost 2 here

November 15, 2006
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DAY 2 of no contact

later today shall I say...

WANT TO CLOSE THE DAMN DOOR

November 15, 2006
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NO, I felt that way when my moms boyfriend that molested me died. I was in the room. As far as I am concerned it was too quick, and not NEAR enough pain. I appreciate the fact that I watched his heart stop beating...I just wish I would have ever told him EVERYTHING that i wanted to say to that little bastard.

LL, there is one more post to you on the other one in response to yours.

I love you both. I have to believe that there is growth in tonight some where...I wish that it was less painful growth though. Good God.

November 15, 2006
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THERE IS NO DOUBT

THAT WE ARE ALL

HOLDING EACH

OTHER TONIGHT

November 15, 2006
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Is Mich saying a burial prayer over on the previous thread..where the heck did she go?!! OH and you girls have to hear this song - it's called History....I downloaded tonight off of Itunes...SBD gave me the lead on it...these are the words but ya gotta hear it sung...it's beautiful and very uplifting/encouraging...
have listened to it about 50 times tonight...

It's been a bad day, you've been looking back... And all you can see is everything you wish you could take back.... All your mistakes, a world of regrets.... All of those moments you would rather forget... I know it's hard to believe....Let me refresh your memory.... Yesterday is history....And history is miles away.... So leave it all behind you... But let it always remind you of the day... The day that love made history...

You know you can't stay right where you fell... The hardest part is forgiving yourself... But let's take a walk into today.... And don't let your past get in the way....

Would you believe that you are history In the making... Every choice that you are making.... Every step that you are taking... Every chain that you are breaking... Every word that you are saying... Every prayer that you are praying... History is in the making

November 15, 2006
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GOOD NIGHT

SWEET DREAMS

(((MICH)))

AND (((LL)))

I love you sweet onion

and Mango

love,
PEACH

November 15, 2006
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WOW...

LL thanks for that song....

IT certainly FITS

November 15, 2006
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That is an excellent song LL. I hope that tonight we made some progress for all of us somewhere. Thanks for helping me to know that i am not alone LL. I am so sorry for all that you spilled tonight....or pucked...whatever you want to call it?

November 15, 2006
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MICH????

November 15, 2006
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PUCKED..., PURGE

and BUCKETS FOR ALL OF US TO FILL

November 15, 2006
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Goodnight Need...I love you too sweet sister. You are amazing. Thanks for being there for us. Thanks for being a part of our family. Love and hugs to you sweetie.

November 15, 2006
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I think there has been some growth.. just a little numb at the moment- not even feeling - kinda liked depressed...BUT I as always shake it off and continue on in believing that my life will someday be what I want it to be...

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