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Afghan sisters...HOLDING TIGHT TODAY
November 10, 2006
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oh Mich I am here...

November 10, 2006
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so he is letting you stay with us to give your sisters a chance to smother you with lots of love!!! YEA!! Do you realize how happy that lil sh*t of a sis you have is going to be?

November 10, 2006
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though I'm thrilled and GG is going to be estastic...how do you feel about it?

November 10, 2006
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(((((MICH))))) So do you feel better after talking with him?

November 10, 2006
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Mich I need to go lay down for a bit (possibly working a double) but I will check in before I leave and hopefully will be around this weekend.

((((Mich)))

November 10, 2006
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I love you and i missed you today..bad..I needed my LL. He had a lot of good to say about your letters...Especially some things in yours...

November 10, 2006
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Honestly, my feelings are mixed...

November 10, 2006
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still here...can't sleep thinking about you Mich

November 10, 2006
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why is that?

November 10, 2006
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talk to me LL

November 10, 2006
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happy for you...and hoping that after day you feel perhaps just a little more hope...How do you feel?

November 10, 2006
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what did Jim suggest to help?

November 10, 2006
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honesty, and he like me being here with you guys..

November 10, 2006
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I should lay down because I am not going to make any sense if I talk, but please leave me something to read when I get up...tell me Mandy what the plan is for you here...assure me that there is something for you to work on, work towards - something other than what has been up to this point...

I'll be back...won't be able to chat much...but I am still holding you tighter than I ever have...

Love You Mich. LL

November 10, 2006
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what time do you leave? And what time is it there now?

November 10, 2006
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PLease hold me tight. I have a long ways to go. There isn't really a plan, other than I continue to work with Jim. We are starting to deal with my mother. That made for a VERY tough day today. If I get to the point that I was tuesday and tell him about it again, it's done. I go in. Or if I think that is what I need.

November 10, 2006
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I am leaving in the morning before you get out of work. I will be home Sunday...please tell gg what is going on when she comes home tomorrow. And tell her that I love her to pieces. You guys all have a good weekend, and I will talk to you on Sunday...I have to go and pack. I will check this later before I go to bed. You guys are wonderful...

Love to you all

November 10, 2006
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Enjoy your mini-vacation, Mich. I love you!

November 10, 2006
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Mich- I tried sleeping...

Now I really do trust Jim, and have liked him since day one and know he has been a blessing in your life but I want you to promise me something...if you EVER feel that you are in a dark spot, if/when you feel like those darks spots are creeping on or are there....I want you to promise me that no matter what you will talk to us AND tell Jim. Will you promise me this?

Mich we all can laugh and play, cry and b*tch, all the while dreaming of the day that we all will be healthy...and I believe within my full being we all are going to be there...but you know, I know, GG knows as well as the rest, it's serious stuff here and I don't want you, GG or anyone to ever hold back what their truly feeling when it comes to those dark spots we have faced in our lives. We have to trust each other, we have to know that no matter what that each of us will be here for each other WHETHER we think the other sisters will be or want to be. Does that make sense??

I want your promise Mich. I promise you that if I ever need you or any of the sisters, I won't hide it and I won't hold back. K?

Now you have a wonderful k*ck *ss weekend and will be looking forward to when we all our home together again after the weekend.

Need, Cyndra, Friendma (Jen please keep an eye out for my sisters here) you three have a wonderful weekend as well.

Love you all. Take Care. And I hope that each of us have something exciting, positive to share when the weekend is over. And if we dont', then we'll just have to find it now won't we?!

LL

November 10, 2006
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((((((((((MICH)))))))))

November 10, 2006
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LL, are you still around?

Thanks Jenni...I appreciate the hug, as it has been a VERY emotional day.

November 10, 2006
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thought of more here....and Mich I will try to get back on around 10:35 and will have about 10 mns...if not its because I ran out of time...

Ok this weekend I am going to hunt around at work for some stuff we could possibly utilize in here. I need to learn the stuff anyhow -but don't get much of a chance walking the halls checking on the sleepings angels : )

I'll try to get back...LL

November 10, 2006
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(((Mich)))

I'm sorry I missed your post earlier. I wanted to wish you a great trip.

LL, is right, as usual. Jim is a wonderful person and I am SO glad you have him.

I want to elicit the same promise from you and anyone else. We can say our piece here, but we have to do what's best for us. If we are in a dark place and we are not getting out of it we need to get that help. I need that for everyone.

I promise that if things get too dark for me I will tell my sisters and my therapist so I can get the help I need.

Love,
Cyndra

November 10, 2006
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and I haven't heard a promise yet or an answer to mine and Jen's question...

How do you feel about today?

November 10, 2006
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MICH-- I am so glad that you talked to Jim today.. I hope that you enjoy this mini-vacation.. I missed you today and was thinking about you all day.. Saved you a piece of my son's birthday cake...

LL-- thanks for thinking of me today and for your support. Saved a piece of birthday cake.. I have been "cutting back" on smoking although just have not got enough nerve just yet to quit.. I am thinking about joining a gym.. Gonna check one out this coming week.. I noticed that on the days that I do not take a walk, I feel so sluggish and preoccupied with unhealthy thoughts of the whale shit/pond scum.

Cyndra-- thanks for thinking of me too.. Just got in from work which kept me occupied. I got Mandy a new bone today and she ate it in like two hours..
I had a good day.. Took my kids to the store so that Jake could pick out his birthday gift. He got a game boy which replaces the one that he lost last year. He also got the Cars movie and his brother got him a new deck of Pokemon cards (yeah-- more cards to lay on the floor although I have to admit that they have been good with picking up their toys since we got Mandy)..
My parents then took the kids to get their picture taken along with my niece and nephew.. I picked up the birthday cake while they were gone.
After they got back, we all had pizza and then cake.. It turned out to be a good day for us all.. Cannot believe my baby turned 7 today.. How time goes by so fast...

I am missing GG so much today-- the little shit..

love to all
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