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March 11, 2008
11:55 am
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This morning I was up at 5:00am..probably earlier as I couldnt sleep. I had to drink wine last night so that I could relax and sleep..but I still wake up in the middle of the night.

So I decided to write and put closure to an old boyfriend. He was one of those who after a few dates poofed and left me with no explanation. then a year later wrote me and told me that he was sorry about what happened and then later told me that he had become involved with someone and was living with her. He would IM me all the time and kind of wanted me to be in his life..probably in case the other woman didnt work out. One time we almost met for old time sakes then changed his mind at the last minute. Boy..what God saved me from when this man walked away. I dont get the feeling that he is totally committed to this woman and he wont marry her either. He always tells me what a great relationship we had and what a great woman I am and how proud of me he is and how he always thinks of me..BUT HE IS LIVING WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

I wrote to my other 38 year old friend and told him that I needed to say goodbye as I could not deal with online relationships anymore. We have been emailing and IM each other for 4 months now and he knows all about my situation with the other man and has been very supportive..but still there are some things that make me think that there is someone else in his life but he assures me that there isnt. But our communication is always from his job..He is very nice and he is quite upset at how that other man acted by not contacting me after that last date. He was begging me to meet him before my last date so that he could have a chance with me..but I dont know if he would have gone through with it.

There are things that a man has to show me before I can ever trust a man again. If he wants to be in my life...it has be be in real life and not online.

Anyway..I needed to write my thoughts as I need to get it all out so that I can move on. I have a business to take care of clients who depend on me and deadlines to meet that I am not concentrating on. My job is now on the sidelines and I need to get busy but I cant concentrate.




March 11, 2008
4:09 pm
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(((2BHAPPY))) Hang in there! Hope you are feeling better soon.

March 11, 2008
4:16 pm
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Hugs to you (((2BHappy)))

Glad to see that you are making positives in setting boundaries and limits for the type of relationship you would consider....

Good for you.

Hang in there....

Thinking of you--


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