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how can I build courage to kill myself
June 1, 2017
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I suffer from depression and have since I was a child (now 23). For a good couple of years now I've been wishing for death. Theres not a day that goes by where I don't pray for something to kill me. Lately I've been even more depressed than usual. I cry myself to sleep every night, I cry when I wake up because I didn't die in my sleep. I'm in a really dark hole and I'm at the point where theres no reason to get out unless I die in it. Ive been researching some ways to do it. My mum keeps some prescription pills lying around that I could easily take, or I could hang myself or suffocate. I have options I just need to build the guts to do it. So my question is what are some methods that I could use to build the courage to go all the way through with it?
Please don't reply with "you need to talk to a counselor" or "everything will be okay" Im not here for that. Ive spoke to a couple of counselors and it didn't help me.
I need to leave this hell hole that is me.

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