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January 23, 2019
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I'm in a relationship with this guy from my college. It has been three years and more. He is two years older than me. Sometimes he behaves his age and takes care of me like no one! On the other hand, he creates issues on his own, tells me directly that we have no connection and it's better to break up.
He is my first love, so it is quite difficult for me to get rid of him. In these three years, we had two breaks ups. He is the one who initiates every breakup and keeps coming back. I don't know why I can't put someone else in his place and move on. I love him very much.I'm intentionally ignoring his flaws and trying to hold on to him.
When I'm up to leave from him, he will start to pampering me. But when I try to move in, he will start ignoring me. Even when he is treating me like nothing, I'm afraid of losing him. I can feel the intensity of love he has to me, unfortunately not regularly. Considering all these, I convinced him and went for a nearby couples counselling. Unexpectedly, he had a mood swing or something. He has gone away just before consulting the doc. I felt ashamed before the clinic staffs.
I don't know why he is doing all these. I'm not even sure about, he needs me or not. Why is he making such innuendos? Is he wants me to stick on to him? Or he is provoking me for a breakup?

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