Hi there people, sorry for the long text but it's kind'a hard for me to explain this properly.

I met a girl almost 3 years ago, a pretty blonde with a childish face. I very soon started to love her, in the natural, romantic way of love. However, as we were friends, i never tried to tell her this, what we had between us was a simple friendship and nothing would show me that she is interested in me at the beginning.

As time passed, it became more and more obvious that she would be just a friend, and i would spend more time every day thinking about what could be between me and her. A couple months ago, however, she kissed me. The reason she gave me was that she "liked the feelings she receives during the kiss". Nothing sexual or romantic ever happened between us, no trace of something else but a friendly, sincere love between two people. What do you think? Does she love me? Does she simply not know what she feels? Could i find out what she feels for me? It's been so long that i couldn't even dare to ask her this face to face. I've never been shy with any girl except her at some points.

She is a virgin, and has never had any boyfriend until now. I on the other hand have had short relations, sadly only based on sexual contact. The kind of relationship that lasts for a couple weeks. I do not feel the need of any other female company other than her's, and i haven't seen anyone else all these 3 years.

I have no ideea what to say anymore i'm completely lost. If anyone of you have any questions, please ask. Any advice or opinion would help me alot.