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I am so happy that you are doing well enough to feel like leaving the site.   However, I would encourage you to stop in from time to time and see if there is a hurting person here that you could be a help to.  You have come through a lot of stuff and yoru experience could be very valuable to another person who is suffering.

Best of luck.   You are an inspiration. ((((((HUGS))))))

Sorry to see you go, but do what you need to do.  You have my email.  I admire where you have been and how far you have come.  All my best to you.  ((((((hugs))))))

Robbie, its hard to see you go, but I respect your decision. Wherever you go and whatever you do, keep on being the amazing woman you are.

Post edited 1:51 pm – February 2, 2012 by TroubledXYZ

its been awhile since I have posted here. I wonder if anyone I know is still around. I wanted to bring along some hope. I have had some pretty serious issues in my life and I am going on my second year of therapy. I am doing extremely well and leading a pretty normal life now.

My therapist and I wrote to Dr.Feldman to tell him about my progress and he asked if I would participate in a documentary about MBI. I have agreed and have been doing some interviews with the producer over email. We will have a chat on the 22nd and then the radio interview on the 29th. I will also be writing an article for a medical journal and a book about my life with mental illnesses.

I continue to play clarinet in the wind symphony and clarinet ensemble and even have my own little student now. I'm working hard acquiring more students and may be running a music class at the local tech school in the fall.

I have a full plate. I live life to the fullest every day!

I am no longer depressed. my anxieties have pretty much disappeard.  Not much rattles me anymore. I am full of determination and ambition to have a happy, healthy life.

There IS HOPE for recovery.

Fantastic! Puhleez come back and let us know when the documentary aires so we can all watch it and learn more about what you have been through. Your news is very encouraging.

Hi (((Free))) yes, things are going terrific. Had a tough therapy session last night and cried a lot – but somehow it was good too. I read to my therapist what me and the producer have been corresponding to each other and some of it is pretty tough stuff you know – so i was worried it might change how my therapist feels about me. So when I was done I asked her – I hope your view of me hasnt changed – she teared up and said, "it just makes me admire you even more" my jaw dropped, then my tears came too. 

I will soon be starting research and writing for my book. My therapist will be the first to read it. Lots of work to do.

So how have YOU been?

Mia – it is a radio documentary. The interview takes place on the 29th – I dont know yet when it will air.

I'll be popping in every so often if theres someone around to talk to….

Take Care, Tnm

Radio – its a Radio Documentary. not TV. it will be on BBC radio.

I appreciate the update. BBC is a big radio station right? I have heard of it before. Books do take time to write and will keep you busy for a while. I have read bits and pieces of your story. Can't say I am that familiar with it. No we have never met.

Thanks for the insight Ma. I had read some of troubleds posts here and there and never did know what exactly what the cause was of all of the problems. Robbie is now claiming to have multiple personality disorders. Is this true?

my therapist warned me that there would be nasty comments if i went through with this. 

i am prepared for that if what i'm doing will help others.

but I didnt think i would get it here on a support website. 

maybe you dont BELIEVEEEE i'm actually going to do a documentary and write a book. If so, 

thats YOUR problem. 

I dont take crap from anyone anymore. I dont have to stay here and try to bring others hope.

its actually pretty stupid to be this upset over it.

i see i am not welcome here even if Im here to talk about recovery and not what a god awful time i am having.

Hey Troubled  It's good to see you back.  Takes alot of guts to attempt making amends, and I admire you for that.  You can only do what you can do girlfriend, the rest isn't in your hands. 

free

As you can read from your own posting to me last year,  Robbie, you gave me permission to openly post your mental health issues which had caused such turmoil on this Site.  I did not violate any confidence.  You GAVE ME PERMISSION, as (presumably) part of your healing process.  I am, therefore, somewhat nonplussed by your attack (although I understand this is the essence of BPD behavior for which you are still in treatment.)

-  Ma