My fiance and I have been together almost 3 years.
We have a 15 month old together…
He cheated on me 7 months into our relationship, but swore not to do it again. We sought out counseling.
Since then all we seem to do is argue… well, last week when we were arguing, it escalated to the point he got me on the ground, got on top of me, and started to strangle me… our 15 month old was standing by screaming and crying… all I kept trying to say was not in front of him. And all I kept thinking was, if hes going to kill me, I just wish he wouldn't do it in front of our son.
I passed out, and when I came to my fiance was crying and holding our son saying he was sorry.
I didn't call the police, but rather told him to go. Which he did.. I swear I look like I am turning into a zombie, the blood capillaries burst in my eyes.
My fiance is now wanting to go to counseling and fix out relationship.
Am I stupid if I do this? He has never put his hands on me until that day. I am so confused, so lost, and I still feel like I am in a dream..